June 26, 2008&& i can't make it on my own, because my heart is in chicago. (a quite long one-shot)(note: this is a really old one i found in my drafts. i love the way the title plays into it, enjoy<3)
Kristen's POV
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I was finally going to see the boys again tonight!
I had missed them so much when they became big.
They've all my best friends since I can remember.
I was putting on my Stay Gold hoodie when the door bell rang.
I screamed in my head for a minute, then opened the door.
"Kristennn!" Andy yelled, springing forward to hug me.
I laughed.
"Well hello Andrew." I chuckled.
Andy kissed my cheek.
Patrick smiled sweetly.
"Hello, Trick-fil-a." I chuckled wrapping my arms around him.
He laughed.
"Hey." He said kissing my cheek.
"Hey Peter Panda." I laughed.
He smiled shyly-and unlikely Pete move-and hugged me.
He softly kissed my forehead.
"Kristen! How are you?" Joe asked hugging me.
"I'm doing good, Joe. Really." I smiled.
"Gosh, you've gotten so big." He said.
I squinted at him.
"I meant like tall." He smacked his forehead a couple times. "Idiot, idiot, idiot!'" He muttered to himself.
I chuckled.
"It's okay, Joe. I see the fro has grown." I chuckled, playing with his hair.
"Yes, I need a haircut." He sighed.
"No you don't, it looks great." I said.
"Hm...really?" He asked.
"Really." I said.
He smiled.
"Told you I didn't need a haircut!" He flung his finger to Patrick.
Everyone laughed.
"Well Joe, I think you need a haircut because I'm missing a lot of socks and I think I might have an idea of their whereabouts." Patrick laughed.
Everyone laughed again.
"Are you guys hungry?" I asked.
"Yes, very. But, we planned on taking you out tonight." Andy said.
"Ohhh. Like four dates?" I chuckled.
"Yes, exactly like that." Joe laughed.
"Sure, I'll get my coat." I chuckled.
I ran upstairs and into my room.
I grabbed my Paramore hoodie and my Riot! black beanie and put them on.
I walked downstairs and Tricky automatically shook his head.
"You're going to freeze. You're in Chicago, you do know that right?" He asked.
I sighed and walked back upstairs.
I changed into my dark green bubble coat and my brown earflap beanie that ties on your chin(I don't tie it) and walked back down.
"Better." Tricky laughed.
Pete stuck his arm out and locked elbows with him.
"I have another free arm." I chuckled.
Andy took it.
"Are we ready now?" I asked.
"Mhm." Joe said.
"I'm driving!" I said.
"Mhm. Not after the incident we heard about." Pete laughed.
"You heard about that? That was black ice, totally not my fault."
They laughed.
"Andy, you drive." Patrick said tossing him the keys.
So they all walked out the door, leaving me locked arms with Pete.
"Ready to go?" He smiled.
"Mhm." I chuckled.
We walked out the door and Pete locked and closed it with his free arm.
"Awwwwh. Don't they make such a cute couple, Andy?" Patrick asked.
"Yes, they do. Look at them....aw." Andy chuckled.
I blushed and so did Pete as we climbed in the car.
I sat in the middle between Joe and Pete..
"Where could we possibly be going on Christmas Eve?" I asked.
"Pete." Patrick said.
Pete put his hands over my eyes.
"Ahh! I'm being kidnapped by Fall Out Boy." I said.
They laughed as we climbed out of the car.
"Okay." I heard Andy say.
Pete dropped his hands on my shoulders and stood behind me.
"Oh wow." I said.
We were on a humongous hill of snow.
I screamed as I slid down the hill.
Pete laughed.
"Relax! I've got you!" He chuckled.
I clung onto Pete really tightly as we slid across the flat ground.
We stopped.
"Whew. You scared me." I poked his nose.
"You'll live." He chuckled picking up the sled and dragging it up the hill.
We walked to the top.
"Where did the guys go?" I asked.
"AMBUSHHHH!" Joe called.
They threw snowballs at us.
We started hitting them back, but three against two wasn't working.
"Retreat!" Pete yelled as he pulled me onto the sled again and we slid down hill.
We laughed as we fell off the sled about halfway.
"C'mon." Pete whispered, pulling me behind a bush.
"Start making snowballs." He commanded.
"Yessssir!" I saluted.
He laughed and looked for them as I made snowballs.
"Okay, here they come. Let's pray we both make it out alive." He said.
"I'll miss you if you don't Pete." I chuckled kissing his cheek.
He laughed as we shot up from our positions and ambushed them.
"We forfeit!!" Andy yelled.
Pete and I laughed and high-fived.
"Nice work, soldier." He chuckled.
"You too, sergeant." I laughed.
"So...." Andy started. "What exactly were you two doing behind that bush?" He chuckled.
I rolled my eyes.
"You guys are just jealous because we won." Pete chuckled.
"Mhm, sure." Joe said.
"Where to now?" I asked as we climbed in the car.
"We're going to visit some friends of ours in town." Patrick said.
"Oh, have fun then." I said trying to sound happy for them.
"You don't want to come?" Pete asked playing with my hair.
"I figured you guys wouldn't want me to tag along." I shrugged.
"Please, we see them all the time. It's basically you we want to see." Pete said.
"Oh." I nodded, happy that they actually missed me back.
We pulled into a nice hotel with an unpronounceable French name.
Andy called someone.
"Hey, what number?"
"Okay, see ya in a minute." he said as we got in the elevator.
He clicked button 7 as the doors closed.
I sighed and looked to the ground.
"Nervous?" Pete whispered behind me.
"A bit. You know how I am around new people." I said.
"It's okay. Gabe, Alex, Ryland, Victoria, and Nate are really nice." He whispered.
"Gabe?! Nate?! Alex?! Victoria?! Ryland?!" I yelled.
"Whoa, relax." Joe said.
"Guys! I'm going to meet Cobra Starship and you want me to relax?!" I yelled.
"Come on, it's fine. They're just five regular people, just like us." Patrick said.
"Normal? Gabe Saporta normal??" I asked.
"What's so special about Gabe?" Pete asked, his voice sounding jealous.
I sighed.
"Nothing, Pete."
"Do you like Gabe?" Andy asked.
I scoffed.
"I don't even know the kid."
"Mhmmm sureeee." Andy smirked.
When I finally came to my senses I realized Pete wasn't close to me anymore.
Far away, actually.
The elevator doors open and we walked out.
"What's wrong Pete?" I asked.
"Nothing." He sighed.
"Do you want to hold my hand so I don't scream my guts out?" I smirked.
He tried to fight it, but he let out a laugh and took my hand tightly.
We walked into the hotel room and there they were.
Nate was outstretched on the couch.
Victoria was sitting on a chair in the corner of the room, petting a small black and white pooch.
I'd say from my avid internet usage, the dog was Gizmo.
Alex and Ryland were playing Mario Kart on the Game Cube.
They had themselves stationed on the ground, ready to spring up in victory if they win.
Gabe...Gabe was sitting by the fireplace.
The flames made his brown eyes shine so brightly.
He had on a white baseball shirt with black sleeves, light faded pants with a couple holes, and a white and black Atlanta Braves hat.
My favorite baseball team.
He hadn't noticed when we walked in until Nate spoke.
"Hey guys." Nate smiled.
Gabe turned his head slowly.
His eyes caught my eyes at first, and I could of sworn to a slight smile on his face.
Then his eyes dropped to me and Pete's hands and any chance of the slight smile disappeared.
I immediately dropped Pete's hand and Gabe chuckled.
Pete then put a protective arm around my waist and I rolled my eyes.
"Who's your friend?" Alex asked.
"This is Kristen. Kristen, this is Gabe, Ryland, Victoria, Alex and Nate." Joe said.
I waved.
"I like your jacket, Kristen." Victoria said.
"Thanks, Victoria. I like your dog." I chuckled bending down to pet him.
She chuckled too.
"Say hello Giz." She laughed.
"Hello." Someone barked.
I looked at Nate and we laughed.
"It's nice to have another girl here, the boys bore me." She laughed.
I laughed too.
"Hey!" Patrick laughed.
"Except you." She chuckled.
"Are you guys spending Christmas here?" I asked.
"Yes, why?" Victoria asked.
"You guys should come stay at my house with me and the guys! It's a much homey-er environment for Christmas!" I said.
"We couldn't." Victoria said.
"Oh come on! It's my pleasure!" I said
"Guys?" Victoria asked.
"I think it sounds like a great plan." A voice said.
I followed it to the smiling boy by the fireplace.
I smiled appreciatively and maybe blushed a bit too.
"Oh..okay." Victoria said.
"Great!" I said as I scribbled down my address.
"We have to go, we'll see you guys there." I said.
"Okay, bye." Ryland said.
"Bye."
I walked out the door, but not without throwing a glance at Gabe.
He, unexpectedly, winked at me.
I became weak at the knees when we got in the elevator.
"That was unexpected." Andy said as I tried to even out my breathing.
"Everyone deserves a warm place to stay on Christmas, Andy." I said climbing in the car.
"True." He shrugged.
The rest of the ride home was quiet.
We got there and I made hot chocolate for everyone.
I made Andy's with water instead of milk.
Then, I made some cookies.
After that messy task was finished, I started on fudge.
Patrick's POV
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We sat there watching A Christmas Story when I noticed Pete was being really, really quiet.
"You like her a lot, don't ya Pete?" I asked.
He merely nodded and looked at his hot chocolate.
I sighed.
The doorbell rang.
"Can you guys get that?" Kristen called.
I got up and opened the door.
It was obviously Cobra.
"Hey." Alex said as they walked in a sat on the couch.
"Hey." I said.
Kristen's POV
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"Whew." I wiped my forehead before stirring the fudge.
"Need help?" A voice called.
I turned to see Gabe leaning against the wall.
He walked to me.
"Uh...sure." I said.
He rolled his sleeves up.
I may have looked calm, but my mind was screaming.
"uhh...Do you want to stir?" I asked.
"Sure." He reached for the spoon.
That moment when our hands touched I felt a spark go through me.
"Is everything okay?" He smiled.
"Oh...yeah." I shook my head grabbing the peanut butter and putting 2 and a half cups in a measuring cup.
"Did you do all this?" He asked gesturing to a table filled with cookies, fudge, and candy.
"Well...yeah." I shrugged.
"Do you always go overboard on Christmas?" He asked.
"Yes." I admitted.
He chuckled.
I took a drink of water.
"Do you live here with Pete?" He asked.
The water almost spat out of my mouth.
"Why would you think that?" I asked.
"The way Pete had his arm around you at the hotel." He said stirring.
"Oh, you noticed?" I asked casually.
"Yes." He chuckled.
"Don't make me admit the truth." I muttered.
"Why not?" He asked.
He wasn't supposed to hear that.
"Well, you guys are my favorite band. He did it so I didn't scream my guts out." How did he get that information out of me??
"We are?" He asked.
"Mhm."
"That's cool. You know you really shouldn't be so nervous around us. We're just people like you." He said.
I laughed, remembering what was said before I met them.
Gabe raised his eyebrow.
"Deja vu." I shrugged.
He laughed.
We sat and waited until the fudge cooled.
The silence drove me crazy because I knew he was thinking that I was crazy.
He looked at me and laughed.
"What?" I was suddenly self-conscience.
"You have flour on your face." He chuckled.
I started rubbing my face trying to get it off.
He chuckled.
"No, right here." He said walking to me and getting it off.
"Thanks." I chuckled nervously.
Insert me staring into Gabe's eyes that, even without the fire, shone brightly.
"Giz!" I heard Victoria yell.
Gizmo ran in the room.
Gabe jerked back against the counter a second before Victoria walked in.
"What?" Victoria asked as we both stared at her.
"Nothing." Gabe said.
Victoria was putting Gizmo's leash on.
"I'll take him." I volunteered.
"Really?" She asked.
"Yeah."
"Thanks."
I got Gizmo on the leash and took him into the front yard.
"Boo." Someone breathed on the back of the my neck.
I shivered and turned around.
I saw a wide-smiling boy with brown hair and a purple hoodie.
"Hey." I said.
He nodded.
I was pretty nervous around Gabe.
"C'mon Giz, let's take a walk." I said walking Gizmo down the road.
Of course Gabe followed.
So suddenly, the ground wasn't beneath me and Gabe''s arms were around me.
"Are you okay?" He asked.
"Yes. God, I feel like such a dork." I groaned.
He chuckled.
We were so close that I wouldn't dare to breathe in case I ruined the moment.
Gabe leaned in and closed the little space there was.
I couldn't believe it.
I was kissing Gabe Saporta.
Gizmo barked and ran so fast the leash came right off my wrist.
I pulled back and we chased after him, laughing as hard as possible.
Gizmo's leash caught a rock and he stopped, still barking.
I ran in the snow to get him, but I felt those familiar arms hug me from behind and pull me back.
"I've got to get Gizmo." I laughed.
"He'll be fine." Gabe chuckled.
Gabe once again closed any space between us and pulled me close.
When he pulled back I had my arms around his neck.
"So..I guess we're kinda going out now..." I said.
"Yeah.." He said.
I let go of him and started to go get Gizmo.
I turned back, took his hand, and we got Gizmo and walked back to the house.
Patrick's POV
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Pete and Nate were having a "ghetto fight" and the rest of us were laughing.
Nate said "Yeeeah boy!"
And Pete yelled it louder.
"Pete wins." Ryland said.
"I agree." Andy stated.
The rest of us nodded.
A door closed and Gizmo dove for Victoria's lap.
I looked at the door in shock.
Kristen and Gabe stood there, their hands intertwined.
I immediately looked at Pete.
He looked hurt and confused...No doubt he had thought she loved him....
I felt so, so sorry for him.
She's all he's ever wanted for years and she threw it away in one night with a boy she just met.
Unbelievable....
Kristen's POV
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I couldn't handle all the stares so I pulled Gabe in the kitchen.
"I wonder what's stuck up their butts.." Gabe said.
I nodded. not paying a lot of attention to him.
Rather thinking what I could of done that was so bad everyone in the room glared at me.
What could it be?
Did I forget to wear pants?
No....that was stupid.....
Did I shoot someone?
No, I'd remember it.
Unless I did it when I was sleepwalking...I tend to do that a lot...
"What are you thinking about?" Gabe asked, playing with my thumb.
"Nothing and everything." My usual reply to that question.
"Thanks for clearing that one up." He laughed.
I smirked, still not paying the attention I should to my new boyfriend.
Boyfriend!
That's it!
They don't want me and Gabe together....but why?
Patrick walked in the room.
"Kristen, can I speak with you outside?" He asked.
I looked at Gabe, hoping for him to say, "Heck no! She's not allowed." or something like that.
Instead, he nodded.
It was an obvious nod, like he was telling me I was free to do whatever.
My palms were sweaty as I slipped my hand out of Gabe's and followed Patrick out the side door, closing it behind us.
We walked out a little further to the patio and sat on a bench.
"So...." I broke the silence.
"The snow is pretty, isn't it? Almost too pretty." He said.
I looked at him like he was crazy.
"What are you getting at, Patrick?" I asked.
He glanced at me for a minute, then turned back to the snow.
"It's so pretty that it appeals to more than one person. Some people fall in love with snow in one hour, others have loved snow for all their lives." He said.
I tried to decode the message.
"Snow loves falling in different places. It loves more than one. I don't even think it realizes that it loves falling in a certain place...but it does. A lot."
I felt like saying. "Okay Patrick, you're scaring me now." but I was curious as to the rest of this story.
"Snow has fallen in the wrong place you see. It fell so close...so close...to where it needed to be...but it didn't. It fell in a new city, a city that snow has never fallen before. And people in that city loved snow back, but not as deeply as the old city. The old city misses snow, it's raining in that old city now. It's raining because the city is broken...The city feels empty, like a ghost town. That poor, poor city." He muttered.
I felt like crying for the city.
Ridiculous, isn't it?
Patrick is so good at this.
"The city isn't complete without snow. It's like Chicago. A winter in Chicago wouldn't make sense without snow, correct?" I nodded, and he went on: "The snow needs to go back to Chicago. The snow is also incomplete without Chicago. I can see through it. It looks the same, but I can see." He repeated. "Where do you think the snow needs to go?" He asked, making eye contact with me for the first time since this conversation began.
"The snow obviously needs to go back to Chicago." I breathed.
He smiled.
"Can you send the message for me?" He asked.
I wasn't sure what he was talking about, so I just nodded.
He smiled softly and walked back inside.
My thoughts were screaming at me in my head.
I wanted deeply to shut them off, but that's impossible.
I also wanted deeply to scream at Patrick for giving me a riddle and walking off with the answer.
The snow should obviously go back to Chicago, like I had stated.
I know they don't want me with Gabe, so he's obviously the new city...but who's Chicago?
Someone loves me and I don't even know who it is.
I sat down in the snow, leaning back and closing my eyes.
The snow is obviously me, and like I thought earlier, the new city is Gabe.
Who's snow?
It can't be Patrick, or he wouldn't have came out here.
They would have sent someone else to tell me.
Maybe another person would of just said "Yo, Dump Gabe and go out wit ____".
That would have helped.
It couldn't be anyone in Cobra, they're all 'new cities' too.
There's no way it's Joe, he's like my brother.
We tried that in 10th grade but we clearly got our family feeling mixed up with relationship feelings.
To shorten it, we broke up.
Andy?
No, it couldn't be.
He's also like my brother.
More than Joe, I think, but less than Patrick.
So, no to Andy, Patrick, Joe, and Cobra.
That leaves one person.
I heard footsteps, but saw no one.
"Who's there?" I called, almost to frightened to get up and see.
I heard nothing.
I leaned up a little and saw the back of a red hoodie and a yellow beanie with wings.
I usually would have laughed that Pete still wears that old beanie, but I didn't.
I guess it's not set in stone that he's Chicago...and he is and open target...
I silently got up, made a snow ball, and hid in the bush.
I chucked it at him and ducked.
He looked back, searching the area.
He muttered something and began to walk down the sidewalk again.
I-soft on my feet-ran to him and jumped on his back.
"Hiiiyahhh Peter!" I yelled, smiling.
He shrugged me off and kept walking.
I hid the hurt that he provoked by shrugging me off and tried to make him smile.
I ran beside him and interlocked arms.
"We're off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of oz!" I sang.
He cracked a smile, but then immediately covered it with a frown.
"Ahh! Don't even pretend you didn't just smile! I saw it!" I ran in front of him to make him stop walking.
He looked at me with dead eyes.
I messed with his face and made him smile.
"Fishy, fishy, fishy!" I laughed, making him look like a fish.
"You're so immature." He sighed, moving my hands from his face and walking again.
That one stung a bit.
"Pete, what's your problem?" I asked.
He stopped.
"Nothing's my problem, I just don't feel like being foolish." He said.
He continued walking.
I grabbed his beanie off his head and ran the other direction.
"Kristen, c'mon! I'm going to get sick!" I heard him yelling and fast footsteps behind me.
He grabbed both sides of my waist and pulled me and twisted me around.
He stopped for a minute, biting his lip and keeping his hands on my waist.
I waited for his next move.
His face became smug as he took his hands off my waist and jerked his hat from my hands.
He put it on and walked down the street again.
I frowned, holding back tears.
No doubt Pete hates me now.
I slowly walked inside, watching and counting my footsteps.
When I got inside, I immediately saw Gabe.
"Hey baby." He smiled.
I walked right past him, up the stairs, into my room, and closed the door.
I collapsed on my bed.
Pete's POV
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I sighed.
It was so hard to ignore her and act like I didn't love everytime she touched me.
I walked back inside the back door and Gabe stood there.
"Great." I muttered to myself.
"What'd did you do to her, Pete?" He asked.
"I didn't do anything." I said, annoyed already.
I started to walk off, but he pulled my hood back.
"Do. not. touch. me." I stated coldly.
"Whatever! Tell me what you did, you jerk." He said.
"I didn't do anything to her! Maybe it's you! Maybe she doesn't love you like you think she does, you prick!" I yelled.
He pushed me back on the chairs.
I got up and drove him into the counter and punched his gut.
He tripped me with his foot and lifted me back up by my hood.
He spit in my face and punched my eye.
I punched him back.
Kristen's POV
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I heard a big boom downstairs and out of curiosity I walked downstairs.
I looked around the room to Nate, Ryland, Victoria, Patrick, Joe, Andy, and Alex and they looked puzzled too.
There was another boom and it came from the kitchen.
With narrowed eyes I followed it.
"Guys!" I screamed.
Everyone was soon packed in the kitchen and we tried to pull Pete and Gabe apart.
They were both bleeding but from different places.
"What is wrong with you two?!" I yelled, standing in the middle of the room.
They both stayed quiet and looked at their feet.
"Who started it?" I asked.
Nothing.
"Well?!" I yelled.
Gabe raised his hand, still looking at the ground.
"You guys aren't kids! Stop acting like them!" I yelled.
Nothing.
"Ughh! What was this over?!...Well?!" I yelled.
"Umm...Kristen." Victoria said.
I looked at her and she pointed at me.
"Me? Er...well...I thought you hated me Pete." I finally sputtered out.
"No." He mumbled.
"Well, what was outside all about, then?" I asked.
"I want to hate you so bad...but I can't." He muttered.
"Why?"
"You broke my heart." He said.
His eyes were soft as he glanced at me and then back at the ground.
I gulped.
"Ahh, give it up, Pete!" Gabe yelled.
"Don't yell at him!" I screamed.
Gabe looked at the floor.
"Maybe It'd be best if we left." Ryland suggested.
Gabe shot him a look.
"I think that's for the best." Victoria added.
"Then it's settled, c'mon guys. Pack up." Nate said.
"I don't want to leave." Gabe protested.
"You've done enough damage. I'm sorry Kristen, that it didn't work out between you and Gabe." Alex said.
"What?!" Gabe yelled.
I nodded as a tear rolled down my cheek.
"Alex!" Gabe said. He moved closer to Alex, grabbing his shoulder. "You have to know what I'm feeling, I love her."
That made me feel worse.
"Gabe." Alex said gesturing to Pete who was looking down at the ground. Did I see a tear roll down his cheek? "Pete's our best friend."
Gabe looked at the ground.
"Can I at least say goodbye?" He asked.
Alex nodded.
Gabe moved to me and lifted my chin with his hand.
"I love you." He said.
"I love you too." I mumbled.
He moved my hair from my face and hugged me.
He kissed my forehead and walked away.
He stopped for a minute, probably considering going against the rest of the band's wishes and turning around, but he clenched his fist and began walking again.
I felt another tear roll down my cheek, and I past Cobra upstairs.
Gabe must of been coming for me, because I heard Alex say: "No!"
I ran in my room and closed the door.
Pete's POV
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I was looking at the floor when I felt a hand on my shoulder.
It was Gabe.
"I don't mean any trouble Pete." He said. "Kristen's upstairs crying and I think you should go make sure she's okay."
I shook my head and laughed.
"You are so twisted." I said.
He laughed.
"See ya man." He said.
"Bye." I said, tredging up the stairs.
Kristen's POV
---------------------------- I yawned.
I was pretty bored sitting up here, trying not to think of Pete nor Gabe.
I felt an arm slip around my waist and a pair of lips touching the back of my neck.
Is it Gabe again?
"I love you...so, so much." I heard Pete say.
"I love you too, Pete." I started to cry.
He wiped my tears away and moved my hair out of my face.
"I've waited so long to hear that." He chuckled, tears falling down his cheeks as well.
I smiled a rusty smile through tears.
He kissed my lips and held me like I was going out of style.
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Posted on 06/26/2008 2:36 PM Comments (2)
April 22, 2008Let Me Take You There |00|Gabe Saporta. The name makes my sister’s head float. It makes her eyes twitch, her toes wiggle, and makes her smile uncontrollably. Last but certainly not least, it makes her heart skip a beat. She was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. He returned her feelings just as strong if not more. He was messy and childish and she was well-kept and mature. Opposites attract. It was love at first sight, if you believe in that. Do you hear their hearts beat as one? Lean in and listen very closely or you’ll miss every minute of it. Put it in your soul for safe keeping. My name is Julia, by the way. I need to tell this story, even if it be to this journal and this journal only. I wish I could keep it short and simple, but I can’t and I apologize. I hope this endless abyss of words catches at least one person’s eye. Perhaps you. Let’s get down to business. I hate to quote a popular punk-ette, but “He was a boy, she was a girl. Can I make it any more obvious?” He loved her from the beginning, and he stuck out in the crowd like a rainbow in a sea of un-crystallized colors to her. She wasn’t sure what she felt for him. Maybe it was just the kind of chemistry best friends have. She wasn’t sure until she saw that one smile that made the alarm clock in her head buzz. She loved him. Two hearts already intertwined, two minds screaming the same thing: “He/She would never love me back.” Oh, little did each know! They were soul mates, the kind you read about in sappy love novels to give lonely women across the world hope. It was the kind of love that could burn metal and drain the ocean. The kind that made you stop and think what was actually important in life. The kind that turned the love disbelievers in 360-degree circles until they were dizzy and blind sighted. They would of burnt down cities if they were separating the two hands. They would of burnt the continent if it separated their lips. They would of burnt the universe if it separated their skin.
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Posted on 04/22/2008 3:28 PM Comments (4)
April 18, 2008Wow...My bad. I've been writing in my stupid little notebook, but that's no excuse. I am truly sorry for making empty and meaniless promises. I am on lockdown. No ipod. No CDs even! Not being able to talk to Trace and Mason is killer whack. On an even sadder note, I'm supposed to be at my Boys Like Girls concert now. Yes, my. One of my best and most cherished friends Chloe is best friends with the boys in the band and I had backstages passes. I asked my parents and they replied 'maybe' two weeks back. That slowly morphed into a deny. Apparently, four or five teenage to mid-twenty year old boys are not enough supervision. Especially not when I'm in love with them all... Ha-ha. So instead, I'm sitting here...writing to you...watching the news...YAWN. The worst part is these two really trashy girls at my school will be attending. I've hated them forever and now look! They're going to my date! What posers! But, I guess they can't say Martin Johnson told them specifically that he loves them. Or that Paul DiGiovanni wants to meet them or thinks they're a freaking awesome chick. I guess they have talked to them like I have. Heck, they don't even acknowledge their existence! Yess...blogging is good for the soul(: I'm so lucky and don't even realize it. All the Boys Like Girls news gets told to me before the public. I know their secrets that no one else knows. And boy, it kills my heart sometimes. Sometimes it makes you think, "Knowing these people is not worth the heartache." But then you realize it's fully worth it to talk to your heroes. I have an open invite to go watch Thunder be filmed in Boston at the end of May. I might just go. I hope so.
Life doesn't look so bad when you stop moping enough to breathe the sound from the speakers in. I keep it in my head for memory and my heart for hope and meaning. Always wishing you the best, Kristen.
Posted on 04/18/2008 3:08 PM Comments (0)
March 31, 2008Wow.9 out of 10 of you probably hate me almost a year later, but maybe you'll read this. Life's a teeter totter right now. Cobra concerts and failing classes does that to a kid. I promise to get back on track with you guys. In fact, I promise to do it weekly (hopefully even when im grounded) and force myself to write. Writing in a notebook about these beaus doesn't do them justice, you dig? Yeah. Sneaking on the computer is fun. So, new fanfic(s)? One at a time? Out with the old, in with the new? You dig what I'm dishing? I just don't feel these fanfics I've written. I'm getting better at this daily and I look back and wonder why you read these stupid things. Honestly! Well, I'm going to do this. *sighs* I'm thinking I need some characters...Interested? You should be. Leave a comment with your name, personality, a couple of your dream boys, and any other interesting crap you'd like me to know. Get on that. Oh, and the new panic CD is unfathomably incredible. Off to talk to my boy Trace Cyrus on aim (no, you cant have it). see you later beautiful.
Posted on 03/31/2008 12:49 PM Comments (1)
March 12, 2008my top ten celeb crushes.!okay here it goes 1 through 10 k. and you MUST tag 10 people on buzznet after you are finished listing all the crushes. *sings: "I came here to make you dance tah-night!" ;]*<br />Here I go, fo shohh!<br /><br />10.) Paul "Poolie" DiGiovanni "DiGi"<br /><br />http://s57.photobucket.com/albums/g201/HughJackman1/Paul%20DiGiovanni/?action=view¤t=l_e0dc193be2de6c096b357a8c62e6c543.jpg<br /><br />Ahhh, I love him.!<br />I can't get over how sexy he is...<br />AND I'm meeting him personally one of these days.!!<br />(I love you Chloe;P)<br /><br /><br />9.) Adam "Sisky Biz" Siska.<br /><br /><br /><br />Sisky Biz is the shizz.<br />:D<br />'Twas love at first headbang.<br />;]<br /><br /><br />8.) Ryland "Pleasure Ry" Blackinton.<br /><br /><br /><br />Guy Ripley=♥<br />But ya know...<br />That's irrelevant;]<br /><br /><br />7.) Nate "Nasty Nate" Novarro.<br /><br /><br /><br />Nate Novarro pwns at drums.<br />Who <i>can't</i> help to love that face?!<br /><br /><br />6.)Alex "Marshall" Marshall.<br /><br /><br /><br />Love at first sight.<br />No joke.<br />This kid is rad...and even radder in person.!!<br />:]]]<br /><br /><br />5.) Peter "Peter Panda" Wentz.<br /><br /><br /><br />Without a doubt my first love.<br />I don't care if you hate him, he's a genius.<br />Get over yourselves.<br /><br /><br />4.) Alex "Suar-easy" or "Suavez" Suarez.<br /><br /><br /><br />He is just so dxmn pretty.!<br />I know that's weird but hey, I speak the truth.!<br /><br /><br />3.) Alex "Gaskarth" Gaskarth and Jack "Jack Attack" Barakat.<br /><br /><br /><br />I couldn't pick one over the other.!<br />:D<br />I've loved them as long as I can remember, you dig.?<br /><br /><br />2.) Trace "Kristen's Snake Bitten Manwhore" Cyrus.<br /><br /><br /><br />I've <i>touched</i> that vest.!!<br />Be jealous.<br />I LOVE him.<br />*swoon*<br /><br /><br />1.) Gabriel Eduardo Saporta.!!<br />[who else?!]<br /><br /> <br /><br /><i>mmmmmmmmmm.</i><br /><strike>I'd tap that<3</strike><br />:]<br />I loved him ever since Midtown.!<br />He is the best thing since microwavable pretzels.!<br />:]<br />Three more Gabe pictures and I'm done:]]<br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /> <br />;D<br /><br />I tag....
Posted on 03/12/2008 2:31 PM Comments (1)
February 5, 2008The Hush Sound!:]Come on guys, it's only one of the greatest bands of all time! :P <a href="http://www.fueledbyramen.com/streetteam/ad.php?u=2&b=805"><img src="http://www.fueledbyramen.com/streetteam/img/46/4/hushcover-lrg.gif" /></a>
Posted on 02/05/2008 4:06 PM Comments (0)
February 2, 2008And Afterall; You're My Wonderwall. [Gabe Saporta One-Shot]Kristen's life was demolished piece by piece.
Her parents disowned her for no known reason, she got fired from her job, and her friends quit speaking to her.
There was one more thing in this world for her.
His name was Gabe.
They had been going out for a solid year.
She watched as his music career rose in his new found band, Cobra Starship.
She watched all the girls faint at his every word.
She knew he didn't care about her.
Or at least, she thought she did.
She needed one more step to stop the pain of her so called 'life'.
She inhaled, then exhaled.
God couldn't punish her for this.
He could only say that it was for the best.
She picked up her foot off the ground, slowly moving it forward.
She placed it on the edge of the cliff.
One step with the right foot and she was off the hook that easily.
She lifted up her foot...
She couldn't make the last step.
Gabe tackled her, knocking them back into the grass; Him on top of her.
"You can't leave me too." He said.
She didn't see his face, but she heard him crying.
"Gabe?" Kristen asked.
"Why would you think about doing this? Do you hate me that much?" He asked.
"I don't hate you Gabe! I just.." she stopped.
"Yes?" He asked.
"Didn't think you would of cared." she muttered.
"Of course I would!" He sounded offended, but all of his emotions were muffled by his shaking voice.
"How did you know I'd be here?" I asked as he calmed a little.
We both sat up.
"I found your note." He mumbled, putting his chin on his knees.
"What were you doing at my house?"
He smiled, and she was baffled.
Then he pulled something out of his pocket and gently placed it in her hand and closed her fingers on it.
She was curious.
She opened the little black box to find a diamond ring.
She choked and Gabe smiled brightly.
He took the box and bent down on a knee in front of her.
"I love you. I love you more every single time you smile at me, and I will until the day I die. Will you marry me?" He asked.
She started to bawl, and Gabe's smile left his face.
"You're not obligated to say yes." He frowned, wiping her endless tears away.
She hit his shoulder.
"What was that for?" He whined.
"For being an idiot! I love you too!" She laughed.
He started laughing too.
"Is that a yes?" He asked.
She looked at him and laughed.
"I was just making sure." He smiled, pulling her into his arms where she would forever stay.
Posted on 02/02/2008 8:25 AM Comments (3)
January 29, 2008Be My Escape. [Gabe Saporta One-Shot]Kristen was listening to her ipod in her room late on a Saturday night.
She flipped the magazine page to read about the latest gossip.
She heard a noise and paused the song and pulled the earphones out.
"I'm going insane." She shook her head after a minute.
She put the earphones back in, but had yet to press play.
There was a click against the window, and then another.
She took her earphones out and opened the window.
"What are you doing here?" She asked Gabe.
"Trying to break you out." He smiled.
"That's sweet, but I can't bare to mess up again." She grimaced, turning and glancing behind her shoulder.
"You're 18, you don't have to listen to what they say." He protested.
"Gabe..." Kristen started.
"Get your butt down here!" He laughed.
Kristen laughed and looked back behind her shoulder once more to make sure no one was watching.
She opened the window as high as it could go and hung her feet over the window sill.
"I will catch you, I promise." Gabe smiled, extending his arms into a cradle.
Kristen took a deep breath.
She trusted Gabe.
She loved Gabe.
Before her inner voice could say no, she slid off the sill.
Sure enough, she landed in her one true love's arms.
His smile was gleaming from the moonlight.
He kissed her hair and sat her down beside him.
He grabbed her hand and she smiled as if she just fell in love with him all over.
They walked towards the moon, not knowing where they were going, and not caring about anything but each other.
Posted on 01/29/2008 6:22 PM Comments (4)
January 2, 2008"I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, What hurts more is that I would still die for you."Sorry, Listening to Armor For Sleep. :] So like, I'm really bored. I think someone should put me in a fanfic! That would make my life. :] (I told Alex Suarez from CS that if i got a reply it'd make my life and he relpied:)) tehe:] Here I go: The Name's: Kristen. The Height Is: 5'6" The Age is: However old you need. The wieght is: I havent check for a while...My friends say Im way too skinny if that helps The hair is: reddish dark brown. The taste of clothing: Bands shirts and skinnies. The music is: all fueled by ramen bands and flyleaf, armor for sleep, plain white t's, mayday parade, all time low, cartel, boys like girls and metro station. Anything else ask. Thanks!
Posted on 01/02/2008 4:53 PM Comments (3)
December 23, 2007Merry Cobra and Happy Starship! (or Happy Hannucobra)Well hello. It's been a while since I've spoken to most of you, And I apoligize for that. I'm currently listening to Bring It! by Cobra Starship on my iHome that my parents let me open early.(and currently getting yelled at for having it too loud:)) So, I've written this because I obviously wanted to wish you guys a Merry Oh yeah, and to tell everyone that I have tickets for the Really Really Ridiculously Good Looking Tour at The Masquerade Feb. 29. Message me if you're going. Thanks.
:D <3, Kristen.
Posted on 12/23/2007 10:06 AM Comments (0)
November 15, 2007So Wrong, It was Right! =]I have a few stories under this. My first one is about my teacher. My teacher, Ms. Joseph (Ms. for a reason!), screamed at us to tel us to be quiet when it was already quiet. "You're homework is to write the parts of a cell 50 times!" She yelled. "What?!" We all yelled back. "100!" "Guys! Shut up!" "400!" "Kristen! (me) You're getting a demerit!" She said. "Why? That's stupid! the whole class was talking!" I yelled. "Okay, think that's stupid? You write them 1000 times, and you get 4 demerits!" She got up to get the demerits located on the opposite side of the room, and she tripped over a book. She broke her arm. I'm sorry if this is cruel but, THAT WAS SO WRONG IT WAS RIGHT!! ------------------------------------------------------- So this jerk blew on his horn driving behind my mom. We were going the legal speed limit! He was talking on his phone too. He pulls a fast one and passes us, but not without flipping us off. He pulled in front of the people ahead of us, slammed his breaks on a red light, and the car smashed in the back of his Jaguar. (Yes, Jaguar =]) That was definetly so wrong, it was right. ------------------------------------ My last one is about my cousin DeLaney. I hate her!! She always talks trash about my hair (It's too awesome for her) We were at a HS football game and some girl went up to her and punched her eye. I believe for 'taking her man' I could care less what for. It was friggen awesome though. And that my friends, was so wrong, it was right. =] (Kristen Oyler)
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Posted on 11/15/2007 12:05 PM Comments (1)
October 18, 2007&& I Came Here To Make You Dance Tonight, & I Don't Care About My Guilty Pleasure For You-Chapter One((A collaboration by Kristen (ilyryanross125) and Brennan (colorization). If you havent added her, do it!
Hope You Enjoy!
Chao! XD))
Brennan's POV
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"No, no, no! That doesn't go there!" Kristen screamed at the trainee. "Kristen you have to calm down. She's only been working here for a day." I said pouring hot chocolate into a cup. "Excuse me but there's no whipped cream in my coffee!" a lady yelled, shoving her coffee across the counter. "I'm sorry ma'am I'll put some on right now." Kristen said grabbing the cup and spraying some whipped cream. The trainee was freaking out so I had to calm her down. "Hey listen, don't worry about messing up. It's fine." People were filing in like crazy. I did recognize one person though. "Alex Suarez?" I asked. He looked up. "Brennan?" He asked. I nodded and smiled. I hugged him, but it was weird because we were both on opposite sides of the counter. "Alex!" Kristen yelled. She jumped the counter and hugged him. Alex laughed. "Hello Kristen. I guess I should of known you'd be where Brennan was." He said as she released the hug. She laughed. "I missed you so much." She said. "We both did." I said. "I missed you both too. Let me introduce you to my friends. This is Ryland, Victoria, Nate, and-where the heck did Gabe go?" Alex asked the girl, Victoria. "I don't know." She replied. "Right here." 'Gabe' said pushing through the line. Kristen's eyes lit up and I rolled mine. "So, How are you doing-" Alex was cut off by my boss. "Brennan! Kristen!" He hissed. "Get to work before I fire the both of you!" He yelled. "Got to go." Kristen said. "Let me have your phone." I said to Alex. He pulled out a Sidekick. I quickly put in my number, and then Kristen's. "Call us later and maybe we can hang out." I said. "I'm going to eat with these guys at Applebee's. You guys should come." He said. "We'll be there!" Kristen yelled as she hopped over the counter. "Bye!" I said. "Bye." Kristen said. "Bye you two." Alex said walking out the door. Apparently he completely forgot he came here for coffee. --------------------------------------------------- The day went by very slowly, after all it was a Friday. We hopped in our shared Mustang. We share just about everything, we even share an apartment. "I can't believe we saw Suarez today." Kristen said. "Me either." I said. "His friend-Gabe-is gorgeous." She said. I laughed. "I though I saw your eyes light up." I said. She chuckled. The rest of the ride was quiet, well, talking anyway. Misery Business by Paramore came on and we blasted it and sang. The song finished when we pulled in the apartment complex parking lot. I got out and walked to the apartment, but Kristen skipped. "You're so childish." I said. "But that's why you love me." She said in a tone almost musical. I laughed as we walked up the stairs and into our apartment. My cell phone rang. Kristen grabbed it from me. I rolled my eyes. "Yessss?" She asked. "No, this is Kristen. Who's this?" she asked. "Oh, hey Suarez." She said. "We'll see you in an hour then." She said. "Buh-bye." She tossed me my phone. "We're meeting Alex at Applebee's in an hour." she said; voice getting quieter as she skipped to her room. "Obviously." I said. She chuckled. I walked to my room and directly in my closet. It's a small walk-in closet. I grabbed my green Fall Out Boy shirt, black skinnies, and my checkered Vans. I got dressed and walked back into the livingroom. "Where are you?" I asked kristen. "In here!" She called. I followed her voice. She was putting eyeliner on in the bathroom. "I should have known." I said. She chuckled. She had on caprice, a pink Boys like Girls shirt, and white flip flops. "Okay, let's go." She said. As you could imagine, she skipped out the door. I rolled my eyes and followed. --------------------------------------------- We pulled into Applebee's and walked inside. "Is my hair okay?" Kristen asked. "I don't know, ask Gabe." I said. She sighed and looked in her compact. She closed it as we walked in the door. The table wasn't hard to find. I sat beside Alex, and Kristen sat beside me. "Glad you could make it." Alex said. "Like I even had a choice." I said chuckling. Everyone looked at me questionally. "Nothing." I said flashing a smile at Kristen. She groaned. "So, how do you guys know Alex?" Victoria asked. "High school. We were all the best of friends." I said. "Alex was probably a big geek then." Ryland said laughing. Nate laughed, too. It grew silent.
"I like your hair, Brennan." Victoria said. "Thank you, I like yours too." I said. She smiled. "So, besides Fall Out Boy, what kind of music do you listen to?" She asked. "Paramore, Cute Is What We Aim For, Panic!, you know....stuff like that." I said. "Do you listen to The Academy Is...?" she asked. "I love them!" I said. "I do too." Alex said. "What's your favorite song?" she asked. "Slow Down, what's yours?" I asked. "Mine's Checkmarks." Alex said. "It's Same Blood." Victoria said. Kristen's POV ---------------------------------- Brennan and Victoria were boring me to death. I started to look around the room. When I looked at the other side of the table, Gabe's eyes met mine. He smiled and I looked away shyly. "So Kristen....." Gabe started. "Hmmm?" I asked looking at him. "You look beautiful tonight." he said. "Thank you....you do too. Well, hands-handsome." I stuttered. He smiled. "Thanks." he said. I nodded and smiled. It was silent..except for Brennan and Victoria's conversation and Alex's desperate attempt to enter it. "So Kristen....would you mind to go on a walk?" Gabe asked. "I'd like that a lot." I said smiling. We got up and started out the door. When we walked outside I immediately noticed the huge drop in temperature. A chill went down my spine. Gabe shrugged out of his purple hoodie and handed it to me. "I couldn't." I said. "C'mon. I'm alright." he said putting it on my shoulders. "Thanks." I said. "You really do.....look beautiful tonight." he said. "Thanks." I said blushing. He smiled. "That color red looks great on your skin." he said. I blushed even more. He chuckled. "Sorry." he said. "For complimenting me?" I asked. "For making you blush." he said. "I blush all the time." I said. "Well, only when-" I stopped.
"Only when what?" he asked.
I gave in.
"When I'm around someone I like." I mumbled.
He smiled.
"I like you too." He said.
I smiled.
"We better go inside or they'll think I kidnapped you." He snickered.
"You wouldn't." I smiled.
"Oh, but I would." He said shooting up and picking me up bridal-style.
We laughed.
"Okay, okay. You would." I chuckled.
He laughed and put me down.
We walked inside and sat down.
Everyone looked at me, and I could feel my cheeks burn.
"Nice hoodie." Brennan said.
Everyone chuckled.
I looked down.
"Oh." I said starting to unzip it.
"You can wear it, it's cold outside." Gabe said.
"Oh thanks." I said.
He gave me a warm smile that sent chills down my spine.
"Jeez Gabe. We thought you kidnapped her." Nate said.
Gabe and I laughed hysterically.
Everyone looked at us; questioning expressions on their faces.
"Nothing." I said chuckling.
I noticed empty plates in front of everyone.
"You guys ate without us?" I asked.
"Yeah, sorry. You guys were out there for a while." Ryland said.
Alex was being very quiet.
"Would you like to go get something to eat, Kristen?" Gabe asked.
"Sure." I said smiling.
"Suarez, keys please." Gabe said.
"We can take our car." I said jiggling the keys.
"Uh, no you can't." Brennan said.
I giggled and got up.
Gabe and I walked out the door.
Brennan's POV
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I sighed.
"So, can you guys take me home tonight?" I asked.
"Sure, sure." Victoria said.
Alex pushed his chair back and got up without saying a word.
He walked out the door.
"What's wrong with him?" Ryland asked.
"I dunno." I said.
"Me either." Victoria said.
Alex's POV
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I'm losing my two best friends to my best friends.
It doesn't make much sense I guess, but it's true.
Kristen to Gabe, Brennan to Victoria.
They're my friends, not theirs.
I started walking down the street, not sure where I'd end up.
Kristen's POV
------------------------------ "Where to?" Gabe asked starting the car.
"um....McDonald's?" I asked.
"Great choice." he said.
I chuckled.
We pulled out on the road.
We were silent for a couple miles.
"Is that Suarez?" I asked pointing to a figure on the side of the road.
"I think so." Gabe said pulling of to the side.
I started getting out of the car.
"Wait here." Gabe said.
I sighed as Gabe climbed out of the car.
Gabe's POV
--------------------- "Alex?" I called walking towards him.
He kept walking.
"Alex!" I called.
He still didn't turn around.
I ran up right behind him.
"Suarez.." I said.
He whipped around.
"What Gabe?" He asked.
"What's wrong?" I asked
"Besides my best friends being taken away from me, nothing." he said.
"I'm not taking Kristen away." I said.
"Yes you are. Just like Victoria's doing to Brennan." He said.
"No, I'm not. Neither is Victoria. They're still your best friends Alex."
"It sure doesn't feel that way." He said walking more.
My phone vibrated.
A text from Kristen (I got her number from Alex's phone).
Is he okay?
He's really starting to worry me.
Can I come?
Kristen.
I sent her back a text that said 'I guess so.'
She climbed out of the car and ran towards me.
"Alex!" she said running to him.
"Stop, please." She said.
She reached out and pulled on the back of his coat.
"What?" he asked flipping around.
Kristen's POV
-------------------------- "What's wrong Suarez?" I asked.
"Everything." he said.
"Like..........?"
"Gabe's taking you away from me." he said.
"No he's not, you're my best friend Alex." I said.
"I promise to hang out with you all the time." I said.
He grinned.
"Really?" he asked.
"Mhmm." I said.
He stretched his arms out.
I chuckled and hugged him.
"I'm starving." I said when we pulled away.
"You guys can just eat at my house." he said.
"Kay, c'mon Alex." I said.
He smiled and followed me to the car.
"You're the first one ever to make Alex feel better when he's down." Gabe said.
"It's easy, actually." I said as we all climbed in the car.
Gabe scoffed.
"Sure it is." He said.
We pulled into a two story brick house.
"Nice house Suarez." I said.
"Actually, don't let him fool you. He shares this with Ryland." Gabe said chuckling.
"Yeah well, you live with nasty Nate!"
"True." Gabe said as we walked inside.
Posted on 10/18/2007 4:53 PM Comments (3)
October 6, 2007~Infinity On High~ Chapter 30(((Sorry it took so long. I had school and crap like that XD. I understand, it's no excuse. Feel free to cyberslap me XD-Kristen)))
Kristen's POV
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"Alex, I'm sorry. As innocent as this is, I can't handle this." I said.
"Oh. Sorry." he said looking away sadly.
I sighed,
"Alex, I really like you a lot..." I stared.
He looked back and grinned wildly.
"...I just don't know what to do with my pathetic life right now. I've never been good at decisons." I muttered.
He took my hand.
"Take your time, I'll wait." He said looking deeply in my eyes.
A smile broke across my face, and then the same happened to Alex.
He sighed.
"I know, I'm corny. I can't help it when I'm around you." he said playing with my thumb.
"It's not corny. I like it." I said sweetly.
He looked up and smiled.
I let go of his hand.
You'll never guess who walked in the McDonald's door
William Beckett and Adam T. Siska.
"Hey guys! Over here!" I said waving at them.
"Hey. Long time no see." Sisky said.
He changed his hair; He looks great.
"Hey." Will said.
Gabe walked back.
"Hey Will, Hey Sisky." he said.
"Hey Gabe." they said in unison.
My phone rang.
it was Ryan.
"Hey." I said.
"Where the heck are you!? The plane for Chicago leaves in an Hour thirty!" he said.
"Crap! I'll be there in a minute." I said hanging up my phone.
"Let's go guys!" I yelled and everyone went racing down the street following me.
"What are we doing?" Sisky asked. He was the only one still running beside me.
"Plane leaves in an hour thrity." I said.
"oh, no big deal. It doesn't take long to get through Indy." he said slowing down.
"okay good." I said
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Before I knew it we were there and I got my stuff and Ryan and I headed to The airport and we were on our plane.
"So Ry, what do want to do?" I asked.
"We're on a plane, there's not much we can do." he snapped and trned his head out the window.
"What's wrong RyRy?" I asked, concern shined through my voice.
"Don't call me that. My name is Ryan." He took the time to pronounce 'ryan' very slowly.
"But.....I've always called you Ryan.." I pouted.
"It's not the same as it used to be. We were friends." He said; not looking away from the window.
"We're....not friends?" I choked out 'not'.
"That's not an option right now." He muttered.
"But.....why?" My voice cracked and I knew tears were gonna flow.
"You're not the same sweet girl you used to be." He said.
I bursted into tears and everyone on the plane stared at me.
I saw Ryan's body stiffen.
He slowly turned his head as I bolted off to the bathroom so I could cry in peace.
I got in a bathroom and locked the door.
I needed to call someone.
Either Gabe, Alex, Brendon, or Pete.
I needed to talk to Gabe, so I called him.
I pressed the buttons slowly because my fingers did not want to move.
I finally got it and hit send.
"Hey beautiful. How's your flight?" Gabe asked.
"It's.....It's fine." My voice cracked as I let out a sob.
"What's wrong?" He asked sounding concerned and far away. I must be on speaker.
"Ry...Ryan said he wasn't my friend anymore." I had trouble with the words.
"Why?" Gabe asked, sounding concerned again.
"I don't know. He said I'm not how I used to be." I quoted Ryan, but with much more pain in my voice.
"Are you okay??" Another voice asked. I realized it must be Alex.
"Yes, I'm fi-" I let out a very loud sob.
"I'm fine." I finished.
"You don't sound fine. Look, I'll be in Chicago when you're there." Gabe said.
"How?" I sobbed.
"I don't know. I'll figure it out. I'll see you there." Gabe said.
"Okay, bye." I said sniffling.
"Bye beautiful." Gabe said sweetly.
I hung up the phone.
I can't call Alex, because he's with Gabe.
I'll call Pete.
I dialed his number.
"Hello?" A girl answered.
"Um...I must have the wrong number." I said holding back sobs.
"Are you calling for Pete?" she asked.
"Yeah..." I said.
"He's busy making out with my friend right now." She giggled.
I ended the call.
In an act of anger, I threw my phone at the wall and it shattered.
I busted into more tears.
Someone knocked on the door.
"Kristen, I'm sorry. Please, I was just mad and maybe.....jealous." Ryan said.
I opened the door and threw my arms around him.
"I made you cry this much?" he asked; sounding hurt.
"No....." I explained the phone call I just made.
"I'm sorry. Really." HE said pulling me tighter.
We walked back to our seats.
"Passengers please buckle up. We are landing in Chicago." The intercom said.
We buckled up, and Ryan took my hand.
I closed my eyes, and just tried to erase my memory....completely.
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I got to my house, and there was a car I didn't know in the drive.
Gabe shot out of the door, Alex shortly behind, and Ryland walking.
He wrapped his arms around me.
I bursted into tears again.
Gabe let go and Alex hugged me tightly.
So tightly, I knew it wasn't because he wanted to.
Gabe walked to Ryan.
"You jerk." Gabe said, fists balling up.
"No!" I yelled trying to jerk from Alex.
"Shhhhh." Alex hushed me; he woudln't let me go.
"But we're friends again!" I yelled.
Alex froze, and then he let me go.
"Gabe, Stop." Alex said.
Gabe walked faster.
I jumped on his back.
"Don't you dare touch a hair on his head, Gabriel Eduardo!" I yelled.
Gabe sighed.
"You can get off and explain this to me now." He mumbled.
I climbed off and explained the Ryan incident.
I didn't want to explain the Pete one, because Gabe doesn't need to know how many
people I love.
"And..." Ryan explained the Pete incident.
I broke into tears when he did.
Alex came to hug me, but Gabe got there first and Alex sadly walked away.
"It's okay beautiful." Gabe whispered.
Gabe's phone rang.
It was Patrick.
He opened it and tapped the speaker button.
"Hello." Gabe said.
"Hey man, it's Pete." the voice said.
I broke into tears.
"Is that Kristen? What's wrong?!" Pete yelled.
"You." Gabe said.
"What?" Pete asked.
Gabe sighed and explained.
"What?! I didn't do that! My phone's missing! That's why I have Patricks!" He yelled.
I broke into sobs that made my empty stomach churn.
"Please don't cry." Pete said sadly.
"Don't talk to her. You've alreay hurt her enough." Gabe said hanging up.
Gabe overacts a lot, but this time it was deserved.
((by the way....this woudlnt have been done so soon if it wasnt for Copyright, so thank her =]))
Posted on 10/06/2007 6:38 PM Comments (2)
Band Birthdays!! (thanks to decaydancegirl!)Fall out boy Patrick Stump - 4-27-84 Gerard Way - 4-9-77 Brendon Urie - 4-12-87 William Beckett - 2-11-85 Cobra Starship Gabe Saporta-10-11-79 Gym Class Heroes Travis McCoy-8-6-81
Posted on 10/06/2007 8:47 AM Comments (2)
September 29, 2007My top ten Songs!!! (yeah, tagged) ((plus some i couldnt leave out!!))20.)It's Warmer In the Basement by Cobra Starship 19.)Write You A Song by Plain White T's 18.)You and Me by Plain White T's 17.)Miss Murder by AFI 16.)Pretty in Punk by Fall Out Boy 15.)Camisado by Panic! at the Disco 14.)LAX to O'Hare by The Academy Is... 13.)Same Blood by The Academy Is... 13.)Get Busy Living or Get Busy Dying by Fall Out Boy 11.)Misery Business by Paramore 10.)Broken Man by Boys Like Girls 9.)Heels Over Head by Boys Like Girls 8.)Staw Awake (Dreams Only Last For a Night) by All Time Low 7.)Six Feet Under The Stars by All Time Low 6.)Vegas by All Time Low 5.)The Phrase That Pays by The Academy Is... 4.)Coffee Shop Soundtrack by All Time Low 3.)Poppin' Champagne by All Time Low 2.)The Ballad Of Big Poppa and Diamond Girl by Cobra Starship 1.) Come One, Come All by All Time Low too much music in my life.... who am i kidding? there's never to much. XD
Posted on 09/29/2007 7:27 PM Comments (3)
September 6, 2007My Top 10 Celeb Crushes!! =]okay here it goes 1 through 10 k. and you MUST tag 10 people on buzznet after you are finished listing all the crushes. Okay guys, here I go:
10.) Jon Walker of Panic! at the Disco 9.) Brendon Urie of Panic! at the Disco 8.) Ryan Ross of Panic! at the Disco 7.) Andy 'The Butcher' Mrotek of The Academy Is...
6.) Alex Suarex of Cobra Starship <a href="http://deathtoglitter.buzznet.com/user/photos/?id=16790911" ><img src="http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/deathtoglitter/default/The_Sex--large-msg-118879322407.jpg" border="0" alt="The Sex" title="The Sex" /></a>
5.) Paul 'Poolie' DiGiovanni of Boys like Girls <a href="http://rockyursenses.buzznet.com/user/photos/?id=16594521" ><img src="http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/rockyursenses/default/PAUL_DIGIOVANNI_boys_like_girls--large-msg-118862835066.jpg" border="0" alt="PAUL DIGIOVANNI (boys like girls)" title="PAUL DIGIOVANNI (boys like girls)" /></a>
4.) William Beckett of The Academy Is... <a href="http://marikaa.buzznet.com/user/photos/?id=17047711" ><img src="http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/marikaa/default/william--large-msg-118910091475.jpg" border="0" alt="william" title="william" /></a> <a href="http://xxtheacademyisloverxx.buzznet.com/user/photos/?id=17006101" ><img src="http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/xxtheacademyisloverxx/default/wtfareyoulookingat--large-msg-118903544589.jpg" border="0" alt="wtfareyoulookingat" title="wtfareyoulookingat" /></a> <a href="http://xxtheacademyisloverxx.buzznet.com/user/photos/?id=17006001" ><img src="http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/xxtheacademyisloverxx/default/williambeckett9-5--large-msg-118903543733.jpg" border="0" alt="williambeckett9-5" title="williambeckett9-5" /></a>
<a href="http://xxtheacademyisloverxx.buzznet.com/user/photos/?id=17004991" ><img src="http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/xxtheacademyisloverxx/default/large-msg-118903496764.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> 3.) Pete Wentz of Fall Out Boy
2.) Gabe Saporta of Cobra Starship <a href="http://tmafia.buzznet.com/user/photos/?id=16998961" ><img src="http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/tmafia/default/gabe_and_ryland--large-msg-118903146634.jpg" border="0" alt="gabe and ryland" title="gabe and ryland" /></a> <a href="http://xxvikixx.buzznet.com/user/photos/?id=16849911" ><img src="http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/xxvikixx/default/A_Very_Sexy_Gabe_Saporta.--large-msg-118885477694.jpg" border="0" alt="A Very Sexy Gabe Saporta." title="A Very Sexy Gabe Saporta." /></a> <a href="http://marikaa.buzznet.com/user/photos/?id=16611691" ><img src="http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/marikaa/default/gabe--large-msg-118864836459.jpg" border="0" alt="gabe" title="gabe" /></a> Good Morning Beautiful. =]
1.) Adam 'Sisky Business' Siska of The Academy Is... <a href="http://xxtheacademyisloverxx.buzznet.com/user/photos/?id=17047981" ><img src="http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/xxtheacademyisloverxx/default/haha--large-msg-118910099784.jpg" border="0" alt="haha" title="haha" /></a>
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<a href="http://xxtheacademyisloverxx.buzznet.com/user/photos/?id=17048021" ><img src="http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/xxtheacademyisloverxx/default/large-msg-118910100089.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> <a href="http://kairbears4.buzznet.com/user/photos/?id=17021951" ><img src="http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/kairbears4/default/The_Academy_Is_on_MTV._Exclusive_Live_Performanc--large-msg-118905551527.jpg" border="0" alt="The Academy Is on MTV. Exclusive Live Performance" title="The Academy Is on MTV. Exclusive Live Performance" /></a>
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okay, i know i forgot some pics, but i didnt feel like doing 20 more pictures because I did a billion on Sisky. =]]] loveee yaaaa mistaaa business!
Posted on 09/06/2007 2:07 PM Comments (7)
August 30, 2007Diamond Girl, I wanna wrap you around the world. Chapter 7After a night of dancing, performances from Fall Out Boy, Gym Class heroes, Panic! At the Disco, Paramore, Boys like Girls, and Plain White T’s. Cobra Starship was on satge at the moment. Gabe had me sing Bring It! and the back-up for Send My Love to the Dance Floor with him so far. At the moment we were singing The Ballad Of Big Poppa and Diamond Girl together. It made my heart flutter every time he sung Diamond Girl, I wanna wrap you around the world, I’ll be your Biggie and you’ll be my Lil’ Kim and also when he sung in Spanish. I’m such a sucker for someone who can speak another language so beautifully. The song ended and he leaned over to me, whispsered ‘You did wonderful.’ In my ear and gave me a kiss on my cheek. I smiled and blushed. “Please give a round of applause for the my girlfriend and the birthday girl, Kristen!” he said Everyone clapped, whistled, screamed, hollered, every thing you could imagine. I blushed and waved. “Thank you.” I said. Gabe nodded. “Now, I think it’s time to end this thing. You can’t stay unless you’re invited to do so. Sorry guys.” Gabe said into the mic. I heard some moans. People started pouring out the door. Soon everyone was gone, except for Pete, Gabe, Jacob, Jayden, Stephanie, and my mom and dad. “That was a great party. The greatest ever actually.” Stephanie said. “This party made me like new music.” Jacob said I laughed because Jacob hates new music except for the Foo Fighters. “Loved it. Happy birthday by the way.” Jayden said. “Thanks.” I said. “why didn’t The Academy stay?” I asked. “I don’t know.” Gabe said. It got quiet. “We’re gonna go.” My parents said. “okay.” I said “We should go too.” Jacob said. “okay, bye everyone.” I said as Jayden, Stephanie and Jacob walked out the door. “Stay out as long as you want.” My dad said. I stared in shock. “Seriously?” I asked. My mom nodded yes. “whoa, thanks guys.” I said. The nodded. We said good-bye and started to walk out. The closed the door on the way out. “Gabriel Eduardo Saporta you’re the best.” I said. He smiled. “I know.” He said. I smiled as he wrapped his arms around my waist. I smiled up at him and he smiled back. The door opened. “Sorry, didn’t mean to interrupt. Forgot my keys.” Jayden said as he grabbed his keys and closed the door. We laughed. Gabe released my waist. “What do you want to do?” Gabe asked. “I don’t know.” I said. “I’m really tired and have school tomorrow.” I said. “You’re gonna leave me?” he asked with puppy dog eyes. I smiled. “Never.” I said and he smiled back. We watched TV on the couch until I fell asleep in Gabe’s arms. ------------------------------------------------------------ I woke up to Gabe’s sweet voice which I would gladly pick over Justin or Lil’ Mama. “Wake up babe.” You’ve got to go to school.” He said. I sighed quietly as I smiled sweetly at him. “Good morning.” He said. “Morning.” I said. “Is It not good?” He asked. “No. It’s the best because I woke up to you.” I said. He smiled. I drug myself out of bed and took a shower. I had no clothes, so when I got out I put my clothes from last night on and Gabe took my to my house. We were there and we walked inside. I went upstairs and grabbed one of my new presents A to write love on her arms shirt from Jayden. He’s all about TWLOHA, as you may have noticed. I grabbed tight purple skinnies and black converse. I blow dried and straightened my hair, brushed my teeth, did my make-up, and walked downstairs. I didn’t see Gabe, instead I saw Jayden. “Hey Jayden, where did Gabe go?” I asked. “I came over and asked if you needed a ride and he said something about not being able to sleep last night.” He said. I nodded. “Have you ate?” I asked. “No, I usually stop a McDonalds.” He said. “Sounds yummy. I’m tired of hot pockets.” I said. “Well, let’s go then.” Jayden said as he started to walk out the door. My mom appeared from the kitchen. “Where were you last night?” she asked. “I fell asleep on Gabe’s couch.” I said. She looked into my eyes, probably trying to see if I was being honest. “Okay, go ahead.” She said finally. I nodded and followed Jayden. When we were in the car, it was quiet. I looked at Jayden out of the corner of my eye. So cute. Wait, not cute. Friends and friends only. But he was cute in a black and white striped paramore shirt that had ‘Riot!’ all over it. He also had black skinnies and a black shirt under his Riot! shirt. “what do you want?” he asked. “I don’t know. I don’t remember the breakfast menu, I’ll have whatever you get.” I said. He nodded. He ordered two sausage biscuits minus the egg. “Good choice.” I said. “Why?” he asked. “I hate egg.” I said. “Me too.” He said. I laughed. We got our food and Jayden parked in the lot and we ate it. “How go you eat McDonalds every morning and stay so skinny?” I asked He laughed. “I don’t know.” He said. I laughed. I tried to stop because I have a dorky laugh. Jayden smiled at me. “I know, dorky.” I said. “No, cute.” He said. I turned towards the window to hide my red cheeks. We finished our food and I turned on the radio as Jayden pulled out of the parking lot. I blasted ‘we’ve got a big mess on our hands’ as Jayden and I head banged. I usually wouldn’t of head banged this early but I forgot to mention that I drank a coffee at McDonald’s which isn’t good because I bounce off the walls with coffee. The song ended as we pulled into the school. We started laughing as Jayden pulled the car into an empty space. We go tout of the car and started head banging. I remember looking at Jayden and head banging, then it went black. -----------------------Gabe’s POV--------- My phone rang and woke me up from my nap. I answered it. “Hello.” I said. “gabe! Get donw to the school now!” the voice said. “this is Jayden, and you better come right now it’s an emergency!” He yelled. “okay be there in a minute!” I said jumping in my car. I was wondering what could be going on. I realized the call earlier was from Kristen’s cell. She must of gotten hurt. I thought to myself all the nasty things that could of happened and every thought made me step on the gas harder and harder. Soon, I was there. Jayden was there pacing back and forth. “Gabe!” he said running up to me. “I swear I didn’t see it! I wouldn’t of let her- “Let her what?!” I yelled grabbing his collar to his shirt so he would stop pacing. “We were head banging in the car, and we got out and did it, she looked up at me and laughed and then started again and a car hit her.” He said fast. “Are you kidding me?!” I yelled. He shook his head no. “Where is she?!” I yelled. “Hospital.” He said. “I can’t believe this.” I said grabbing my head. I threw my phone at Jayden. “Call Pete and tell him everything.” I said jumping in my car and speeding off to the hospital. ------------------------------------------------------- “Room for Kristen Metzger.” I said. “305.” The lady at the front said. I ran up the stairs because its quicker up to the third floor. I ran into room 305. Kristen had her eyes open. I ran and kneeled beside her. “Are you okay?” I asked. She nodded with a smile as I took her hand. “What happened?” she asked. “you were hit by a c-car.” I said stuttering because I couldn’t believe the words coming out of my mouth. “Oh.” She said. It got quiet as I felt a tear fall down my cheek. Kristen’s POV --------------------------- “What’s wrong?” I asked Gabe as a tear rolled down his cheek. “nothing.” He mumbled as he looked down. “What is it hun?” I asked. “I just, can’t stand seeing you like this.” He said looking at me. I smiled as I wiped the tear of his cheek. You could tell he was forcing himself to smile. He opened his mouth to talk when Pete, Jayden, and my parents busted through the door. “I am so so so so sorry!” Jayden said. “It’s okay Jayden, It’s not like you hit me with the car.” I said “No but, Stacey did.” He said looking to the ground. “what?” I asked. “Yeah, she did. We can’t even prove she did it on purpose.” Jayden said. I sadly nodded.
Posted on 08/30/2007 4:04 PM Comments (3)
Diamond Girl, I wanna wrap you around the world. Chapter 6“We better go.” Will said. “Yeah, see ya guys.” Sisky said climbing out of the pool, butcher following. They waved good-bye as they walked out the door. So it was just Pete, Jacob, Ryan, and I. “I better go too.” Pete said. “Me too, but how?” Jacob asked. I laughed. “Gabey, will you take Jake home?” I asked. He laughed at ‘Gabey’. “Sure Hun.” He said We all climbed out of the pool. “Bye Jacob, Bye Pete.” I said. They waved as they walked in the house and out the door. “Bye Babe.” I said as I gave Gabe a kiss on his cheek. “Bye. See ya tomorrow morning.” He said “you’re coming tomorrow too?” I asked. “yeah, why do you not want me to?” he asked. “No, it’s just you have got to be the best boyfriend ever.” I said and he smiled. “Bye.” He said waving. “Bye.” I said waving back. He walked inside and I heard the door shut. Ryan walked past me as I walked into the house. I walked up to my room and put pajamas on. I blow dried my hair so it wouldn’t be really curly tomorrow. I watched Cribs as Pete’s came on. I laughed as I thought to myself that that was next door. I fell asleep as Sara Paxton’s Crib came on. ---------Next Day. (Wednesday)----- I woke up this morning to Lil’ Mama’s ‘Lip Gloss’. I turned it off and jumped in the shower. I put a Gym Class Heroes shirt on and a pair of really tight (I mean flesh tight) skinnies on. I plugged in my straightener and my blow dryer and started to put eyeliner and mascara on. After I did that, I put the Cobra Starship CD in my stereo in my bathroom and blasted Bring it! I blow-dried my hair and grabbed my straightener and used it as a microphone as I sung into it. Gabe laughed as he walked in. He grabbed my brush. (Italics is me singing, bold is Gabe) Oh, I’m ready for it. Come on bring it! Oh I’m ready for it. Come on Bring It! I started cracking up as Gabe hugged me from behind. He started laughing too. “I better get ready or I’ll be late.” I said as I started to straighten my hair. Gabe once again straightened the back. I laughed. I ate, brushed my teeth, and got out in the car. We made it there without talking. I saw Gabe looking at the school sign. Instead of saying good bye as we pulled up, he got out and out his hat on my head and handed me his jacket. He pointed to the sign that had letters under it that read: HAT DAY THURSDAY “Why the jacket?” I asked. “If you’re gonna wear the hat you have to have a pimped out hoodie too.” He said smiling and I laughed. I gave him a hug and we said bye. I watched him pull away. I started walking over to Steph and Jacob, but Jayden stopped me half way. “I heard what you guys said yesterday. I wasn’t eavesdropping or anything, Stacey and I were just sitting in my backyard.” He said. I nodded forgetting what I said. “Thanks for standing up for I remembered now. “Oh, it’s not a problem.” I said. “I have to tell you something, but don’t tell anyone.” He said I nodded. He leaned in by my ear and started whispering. He said: “I hang out with Stacey because she knows that my dad is an alcoholic and he used to beat me. She said if I ever ticked her off she would tell everyone, which would ruin my skater look and they would take me away.” He said “Oh! I’m sorry Jayden! I didn’t know!” I said. “It’s okay.” He said “If he ever beats you again come over to my house.” I said. He nodded. “I think I can handle Stacey.” I said “How?” he asked. The bell rang. I said “You’ll see.” As I walked in the door. In first period I asked to go to the bathroom, which they let me. I got in the bathroom and dialed Gabe’s number. I asked him for a favor, and he said yes. I told him bye and walked back to class, smiling of what’s gonna happen later. I got called to the office and went to pick up the stuff left by Gabe. He was in the office when I got there, and since we’re not supposed to kiss or anything, I blew him a kiss as he walked out the door. He made me laugh by catching it. I got the package and went to tell the principal that someone had dropped this off and said to show it as a slide show during lunch. He said okay, and since lunch was five minutes away, he didn’t have time to watch it first. I went to lunch and sat by Jacob and Stephanie. (who did not talk to each other still) The principal came in announcing that we had a slide show to watch. He put it in and A picture of A bare-bottom toddler came on the screen, with the words ‘Stacey ‘the destroyer’ Trissler’ under it. Everyone started cracking up. The next slide showed Stacey tearing the head of a Barbie doll when she was eight. It had ‘She ruins life’s like she ruined this Barbie’s’ under it. Everyone laughed again. The final slide showed Stacey this year without her make-up on or her hair done. It had ‘Stacey Trissler: Beauty? I think not.’ written under it. Stacey ran out of the cafeteria in tears because she knew her social life has plummeted. Finally, what she deserves. Where did I get the pics? Ryan’s best friend is Stacey’s brother Todd. I had Gabe make it and bring it. I laughed because I remembered that Stacey broke into the school with her posse of freaks and preps (and a forced Jayden) and trashed his office. Jayden walked over to me. “Thank you so much!” he said giving me a hug. “No thanks necessary. I just did what was right.” I said. “You’re the greatest person I’ve ever met. I knew I could trust you!” He said. He looked deep into my eyes. He leaned in and kissed me. I pushed him away. “Oh my god, I’m sorry! I didn’t mean too, I just did it without thinking.” He said. “It’s okay Jayden. I know you wouldn’t do that when you know I have a boyfriend.” I said. “Good because I wouldn’t! I’m so sorry.” He said walking away. Steph looked at me. “did that just happen?” she asked. Jacob mumbled ‘duh.’ And I laughed. “What?” she said in a voice that obviously said ‘don’t talk to me’ “nothing.” Jake said. “Whatever. I can’t believe that. Are you gonna tell Gabe?” She asked. “Of course.” I said. “What if he overreacts? I certainly would tear his head off if he messed with my girlfriend.” Jake said. “too bad everyone’s too preppy for you.” Steph mumbled. Jake rolled his eyes. “He won’t. He knows that I would of never kissed anyone besides him.” I said. Wait, does he? Lunch was over and the rest of school went great because Stacey finally shut up. I walked outside and hugged Gabe, who was leaned against his car just like yesterday. I laughed as I put his hat on his head. He smiled down at me. We got in the car and he started driving somewhere. “Where are you going?” I asked. “I’m gonna show you my place.” He said. “oh.” I said. It got quiet. “Gabe, I have to tell you something.” I said. “Is it that they loved the video?” he asked. “Well, that too. Thanks for doing it.” I said. “Well, you know what? I did you a favor, now you do me one.” He said. I gave him a puzzled look and he tapped his cheek. I laughed and gave him a kiss on his cheek. He smiled. “What else were you gonna tell me?” he asked. “oh yeah. Well, Jayden was thanking me for doing that for him, and he looked into my eyes and kissed me.” I said His eyes got big. “Don’t worry I pushed him away!” I said. “oh, okay good.” He said. “He apologized and told me he did it without thinking and that he wouldn’t of did it if he would of thought about it because of you.” I said. “Smart kid.” Gabe said. “So, you’re not mad?” I asked. “No, I trust you.” He said. “Unless there’s a reason that I shouldn’t.” he said looking over at me. “nope.” I said “okay good.” He said as he pulled into an apartment complex. We walked inside “Whoa.” Is what I said when I saw his highly decorated apartment. It looked so….2020. It was so cool. “Like it?” he asked. “Love it.” I said. He laughed. “I have a hot tub too.” He said. “really where?” I asked just as I turned a corner and saw it. “Never mind.” I said. It was really big and in the corner of the living room. There was a knock at the door. Gabe asked me if I could get it and I said yes. I walked over to the door and opened it to find Alex Suarez standing in front of tons of people. Alex was holding a birthday cake with ‘Happy Birthday Kristen!’ written on it. They all ran inside. Alex put the cake on the table. After a bunch of peeps I didn’t know, I saw my parents, Ryan, Pete, The Academy boys, The rest of Cobra, the rest of Fall Out Boy, Gym Class Heroes, Plain White T’s, Paramore, Boy like Girls, and Panic! At the Disco. After they walked in, Jacob, Stephanie and Jayden walked in. I was just now remembering that today is my birthday. How could I forget? Steph and Jacob stayed and talked to me, but Jayden started to walk away. I pulled him by his sleeve. “Get back here.” I said smiling. He smiled back. “Gabe isn’t gonna kill me, is he?” he asked. I laughed but his face was serious. “Of course not silly!” I said. He smiled. “Good.” He said. Jayden was taller than me. He has really tall really skinny legs, kinda like Gabe. Gabe walked over to me. “how did you know?” I asked. “I asked around.” He said. “I didn’t even remember.” I said. “and who are all these people?” I asked. “you’re cousins, friends as old as fifth grade, bands, ext.” he said. “wow. You did this for me?” I asked. He nodded with a smile. “aww! You’re so sweet!” I said grabbing his cheek laughing. He was smiling and blushing. “Love you babe.” He said wrapping his arms around me. “Love you too sweetie.” I said giving him a peck on the lips. He smiled down at me and I smiled back up at him. Gym Class Heroes started playing Clothes Off! (live=D.) “This is the coolest party ever.” Jayden said as he started to head bang. I smiled. “Yes it is.” I said. Gabe pointed his head towards the dance floor he had set up. I smiled and nodded and we went out there and danced. At the end of the song, we went back and sat down. “Your principal asked me, Pete, Will, Brendon, Ryan (Ross), Travis, Tom and Sisky to run the Prom.” He said. “Really? Are you gonna do it?” I asked. “Yes” He said. “Oh. Who am I gonna dance with?” I asked. “Well, I was thinking you should have two dates, me and Jayden. If that’s okay with you and him though.” Gabe said. “That’s a great idea.” I said “I’m sure Jayden will love it too.” I added. “Love what?” Jayden asked walking over. I explained it to him. He said he loved the idea.
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Diamond Girl, I wanna wrap you around the world. Chapter 5Gabe still had his hat on and it was soaked. I took it off his head and put it on mine. He smiled as he gave me a kiss on my cheek. Someone came flying into the pool doing a cannon ball. It was my 20 year-old brother Ryan. (sorry I left him out, he was not home and I haven’t seen him forever so I kinda forgot ((don’t tell him=D))) “Watcha doing in a pool with two guys?” he asked. I gave him my signature look that has ‘you’re retarded’ written all over it. “This is my boyfriend Gabe, my friend slash our neighbor Pete, and guys this is my brother Ryan.” I said pointing to them whenever I said their name. “I know, mom told me.” Ryan said waving. “Lead singer of Cobra and bassist of FOB.” Ryan said. “yes.” I said. Ryan is the one who introduced me into great music. I used to listen to country until he saved me =D. “Nice hat.” Ryan said pointing to my head. “Thanks, its Gabe’s.” I said He nodded. “So…what are you doing?” I asked Ryan. “Making sure you don’t get into trouble.” He said I sighed. “Whatever mom’s paying you I’ll double it if you leave.” I said. “Deal.” He said getting out of the pool and walking inside. Pete and Gabe laughed. Someone jumped into the pool. I laughed this time as the person surfaced. It was Sisky. “How did you guys get here?” I asked. “We went to Pete’s and Susie said something about here and you’re parents said you were out here.” Will said walking out with the Butcher, Mike Carden, and Michael Guy Chislett. “Hi, I’m Kristen.” I said waving at the new guys. “Butcher.” He said waving. “Michael.” He said waving. “Mike.” He said waving. “I’m Sisky!” He said waving. Everyone laughed. He jumped in with his clothes on. “She is my girlfriend.” Gabe said. “Oh. One night of knowing each other?” Will asked. “Well, yeah.” I said. They nodded. It was quiet until the Butcher jumped in. Ryan walked outside. “She’s tripling it, so I’m in.” he said jumping in the pool. My best friends Stephanie and Jacob walked out. “Hey guys.” I said. “Geesh. Party without me much?” Jacob said sarcastically. He jumped in. I laughed. I got out. “Let’s go get you a bathing suit.” I said pulling her wrist. “hot guys in the pool much?” she said. I laughed as I realized how much the word ‘much’ is said between Stephanie, Jacob and I. I grabbed her navy and white striped string bikini with a red anchor on the top and red strings. Yes, I do have tons of bathing suits. She put it on and we grabbed a couple pairs of sunglasses and put them on. “Let’s go.” I said as she put her hair in a bun. “Hey are you still mad at Jake?” I asked. “Pretty much.” She said. Jacob just broke up with her not to long ago, she’s trying to act like it doesn’t effect her. Reason for the alleged dumping: She’s too preppy. Interesting huh? I think so, but whatever, I still love them both. Despite what steph says, they really weren’t a great match. She likes rap and preppy stuff. He likes old rock like the Eagles, Aerosmith and the Beatles and likes to skateboard. The really couldn’t be any more opposite. I thought to myself as I walked down the stairs, steph following. “Did you get prettier?” Gabe asked me. I blushed as I jumped in and he caught me in his arms. “Take the fun of it.” I said sarcastically. “Sorry.” He said dunking me under. I came back up laughing. “you’re too sweet.” I said. “Thanks.” He said. I took my sunglasses off. “Will, can you put these up there?” I asked using my sunglasses to point to the table. “sure.” He said grabbing them. “Okay, let’s get this over with.” I said. “everyone say your name.” I said “Gabe.” He said. “Sisky.” He said “Will.” He said. “Pete.” He said. “Mike.” He said. “Stephanie.” She said. “Butcher.” He said “Jacob.” He said. “Michael.” He said. “Ryan.” He said. “That’s it.” I said. Jacob got out of the pool. “What are you doing?” I asked and he put his finger over his mouth. I nodded. He walked over to A Stephanie whose eyes were closed while she was tanning and picked her up and threw her in the pool. She surfaced. “I hate you!” she shouted. “Relax, it was just a joke.” He said. “I never said you could touch me! You lost all rights to even talk to me when you dumped me!” she yelled climbing out of the pool, grabbing her towel and walking inside. I started to get out when I heard a car start. “She has my car!” Jacob said. Everyone laughed. “She’ll be okay.” I said. “You two used to go out?” Will asked Jacob. “Yeah, but I broke up with her.” He said. “Why?” Will asked. “She’s too preppy and we’re opposites.” He said. It got quiet. “Oh yeah! Gabe, will you go to the Prom with me in three weeks?” I asked. “Sure babe.” He said. I smiled. Someone looked over the back part of the fence. It was Jayden. Forgot to mention he’s my neighbor on the back-side of my house. “hey Jayden.” I said. “Hey.” He said as he hopped the fence. “whoa. William Beckett, Adam Siska, The Butcher, Mike Carden, Michael Guy Chislett, Pete Wentz and Gabe Saporta.” He said “Well, didn’t have to introduce you guys this time.” I said as everyone laughed. “Hey Jacob.” Jayden said. Jacob hates Jayden, not sure why. “Hi.” Jacob said. “This is my brother Ryan, Ryan this is Jayden.” I said They waved at each other. “you can get in if you want Jayden.” I said. “That’s okay. Stacey’s coming over.” He said. “Do you actually like her?” I asked. Whoops that slipped. “She’s cool, I guess.” He said as Stacey popped her head over the fence. “Hey Jayden. OMG! Hey everyone!” She said (She didn’t say oh my god, she actually said OMG.). She tried to hop the fence but she couldn’t so she walked around. I mouthed ‘hate her’ to Gabe and he laughed. “Party and I wasn’t invited? Where’s that Steph girl Jacob?” she asked. “Go away.” Jacob said. I smirked. “I was just asking a question.” She said. “You’re obviously not wanted here.” Pete said which made me laugh. “Fine! C’mon Jayden!” she said as she hopped the fence, barely making it over. Jayden nodded sadly. “Bye guys.” He said. Everyone except Jacob said bye and he hopped the fence. Jayden is really cute though. He has short, silky caramel-colored hair with the prettiest blue eyes you’ve ever seen, and tan just-went-to-Florida-looking skin. He was wearing a ‘To Write Love on Her Arms’ shirt, tight dark skinnies and black Elements. “He asked me to the dance today.” I said. “oh really?” Gabe asked. “yes.” I said. He nodded. “Jacob why don’t you like Jayden?” I asked. “I don’t know, I think he gets high on himself.” He said. “That’s mean. Jayden is a really nice guy.” I said. “To you. because you’re a girl and he hits on anything that moves.” He said. “Jacob just shut up. You don’t even talk to him, never have.” I said. “whatever.” He said.
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